Thursday, December 31, 2009

Last day

Today is 31st of December, so no matter what today must post smth here..Everyone is saying the same thg every year on today: say bye to (2009) say hi to (2010)
This year I always heard ppl say : I dont want to go back to school, I need more holiday..smth like that. But for me..I hav to face the music. This is life and I am anxious bout year 2012. Will that be the end of the year?

I am not sure whether tomorrow I should hang out with frens or not...Yesterday, I played for the whole day already.
9am - 1 pm = Brigade meeting;
1pm - 2pm = having lunch in Catherine's house;
2pm - 4++pm = badminton;
4++pm - 5.30pm = went to Grandview's park;
5.30pm - 7pm = bathing in Catherine's house;
7pm - 10.30pm = BBQ (BGB).
As you can see here, I am fully booked yesterday. Actually is I let myself to be fully booked as I know tat I won't hav much time to hang out with frens in next year. Mandy asked us to hang out with her tomorrow but at the same time Michelle asked me to play badminton with them. Which side should I choose? Or should I join both? Or not joining any of them? I should throw these questions to my mum xD..Anyway tomorrow I hav to giv my hair a cut..

Many thgs to plan in Girls' Brigade too. We hav to prepare for the Recruitment..urghh, hav to get the photos from officers. I should ask other ppl to get it, but I am not sure whether they can get it or not. I still cant rely on them, or should I say I cant give them my full trust. Our secretary dont know their jobs very well as no one really tell or teach them before. I am not sure whether they can handle it or not. Actually I believe that they can do it the problem is time. Two words for myself: Be patience

My father is coming home tonight, I hav to pack my 'hills' too. See you~
From the deepest of my heart: Thank you, year 2009. I am still breathing now because of you. I cant let you go I dont want you to be part of my memories I am gonna to miss you..What la, crazy=) L ooking F orward T o Y ear 2012 xD

~加油!!~

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

tats the way u are

thEy found him in peace~

I'd been through a lot of first time in this holiday...and those first times would be my last time to be the first time. That means no more 1st time, but will be the 2nd time and so on. I will b missing tos first times.

On 19th of Dec,

Morning:
First time i learnt how to drive; first time I drove on the highway and back to the drving department; first time my driving couch spent me to eat breakfast; first time i told my fren bout all these drivng stuff; first time I get my lisence L; first time my dad asked me hw was the first try.

Afternoon:
First time my fren concern bout me whether i gt gastric o not coz i dint took my lunch and went to Basel; first time i practice for praise and worship; first time i sang in a band.

Night:
First time I saw ppl caroling (live show) in Ser Ern's house. Actually i am not goin thr, but her mum asked me so I joined. First time I wrote emcees script for x'mas party; first time I wrote the script until 1 am.

hmm..i cant finish here, but i'll continue next time bout my first time

On 20th night, i dreamt bout a sunglass bcoz Esmond lost his on the x'mas party. I know exactly hw it feels like whn u lost ur baby.

On 21th night, I dreamt bout eating goldfish while we go camping bcoz Kate got a goldfish as her birthday present from her parents.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

long time no see

I have a lot of things to tell you....but i cant tell you the whole story now (not enough time)

Right, I tell you what is in my mind now

1. chemistry homework
2. Physic homework
3. chritmas party's meeting
4. party at Ser Ern's house (caroling)
5. Daddy is coming back now, he'll reach home at bout 12midnight
6. Script for the chirtmas party
7. Being the MC for this year's christmas party
8. Avatar
9. My message

I am kinda frustrating, nervous, happy, exciting, curious and unease. Everything are up and down now. I can feel the changes of my heartbeat and tat was fun and amazing. We as human being have a lot of feelings. We can sense things..we know the diffrences. I dont know how to explain it..its kinda cute and so magical. How can we know our own feelings?

-I believe in you-

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Lazy pig

Who is that? Ya lazy pig is me. Usually i am very lazy already, but now i am far more that lazy!! Lazy, this term cannot fit and expain my laziness anymore. Is thr any term that is more serious than lazy?

This is my newly learnt poem..enjoy^^


WOULD YOU CARE?

Would you care if i died, well, why should you?
You don't even know my name,
There is no way that you could have helped.
You're not the one to blame.

You cannot feel the hunger pains, the loneliness or thirst,
I live in a savage, war-torn land,
but to die alone is worst.

You live in an affluent, wealthy land,
Your poor are rich, compared to me.
You feed your children much more than they need,
whenever they hold out their hand.

I'm just a skinny black boy with no schooling and no home,
I wander dirty, dusty streets, begging for a crumb.
I have a heart, I have a soul, I have a right to live,
when you balance your budget, isn't there any left to give? *i love this sentense*

If only I knew that somebody cared whether I lived or died,
If only I knew that somebody saw the pitiful tears I cry.
I'd like to have dreams like your children
of what the future might mean to me,
but before I can ever have a dream, I have to have a future, you see.


Today I am so happy in FB..haha with all those comments and also felt quite frustating talking about those nonsense. Anyway, FB did cheer up my day..haha

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The one I care

Today is the last day of September. As you all know, but many of us don't want to accept time travels faster than a rocket. Human will grow stronger, taller, mature, bigger and lastly weaker, shorter, childlike. This is what we called 'Old'. Usually, traditionally, most of the women in the world are afraid of their age. They feel shamful to admit that they are getting older. But i don't really understand how they really feel. All we can understand at our age is through their innocence expression and words that come out from their mouth which give us a feeling of guilt. I can sense that their are feeling guilty for being old. Why?

* They don't want other ppl to help them because they pity them
* They still want to do things by their own, even though they can't
* They feel like they increase their family burdens
* They realize that they are weak and always needed help
* They can bite hard things anymore and hav to rely on their fake teeth
* When they can't chew well, they will think that you don't treat them well as you always cook the foods untill very soft but most of them are not tasty.
* They still believe that they are young
* They like to ask you to buy smth they love(food), but later on they don't eat it
* etc...

This is not the end yet. I observed all these things from my granny. She's acting like a child now. I am scared. She keeps complaining about her ability for doing some easy stuff. She becomes more and more pessimistic. I truly realized that this is what we called old. Just now, she borrowed a scissor from me. My mum asked her whether she is going to use that scissor to cut the chicken. She don't admit it. How can you use an ordinary paper cutting scissor which is covered with bacteria to cut the meat(food)? What is in her mind? What she's thinking about?My mum kept on explain to her and was about help her to cut the meat using a proper scissor, but with her stubborn character, she stopped her to do so. At last both of them argued with each other again. I know she's heartbroken. She thought that what was wrong for using that scissor to cut the meat after she clean it. She totally forgt about those simple knowledge. I am sorry for her.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Him






Oh~ gosh..I love him man. I am totally in love with him. can you see his eyes? His eyes are so gorgeous. I can't keep my eyes off from him. I keep thinking about him and picturing his face since Catch That Kid. He drugged me...


~bad girl~

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Tears



I felt very sad as i can't do a very simple equation. This question is driving me crazy. I am anxious for the coming exam. Can I finish up all the topics? Grandma keeps swinging recently. She's changed. She never laugh in these few days. We seldom talk to each other. What's wrong with her? I don't understand her anymore. Please bring me back my grandma. I love her.

~bad girl~

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Out of tune



My violin is out of tune...especially the A string, so sad. Hav to wait until Friday and ask my teacher to fix it as i don hav a tuner...


~ Bad girl ~

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

sHOPPING~

WHO?
Me, Jane, Michelle and also her mummy

Whr??
For Sandakan, mile 4 Indah only

I saw some nice high heel shoes in Maylana, but i am sure that if i bought tos shoes home, my mum is goin to kill me. But i will get smth from thr next time, which WaterShine lipstick. I like the brand since i was young^^I think Jane will buy her dress thr.

Then, i saw IT. I saw a white dress and it was quite cheap man. You know, i have imagined some nice dresses in my head before and which type or colour suite me the best. Wow..i saw it, tat was real, smth lookes like the dresses in my head. I really want to bring it home. Unfortunaly, i din bring it home taday, i am afraid of my mum, i think i should get permission from her. At least i should show the dress to her.

I did told her about the dress and the price was very nice so delicious. But she said "You already have one"! T_T, the style is not the same, do you want me to wear the same style everytime? I'll try my best to prsuade her^^ am I a bad girl?


wHAT ELSE?
yeah~ Jane o si and Michelle o liu tat shop. We saw a high heel shoes too, that thing was really cool, but the price very spicy. So, we gave up^^


Here are some photos to share(if you go out with Jane sure you can take some photos with her hp, i prefer camera, but my sis took it with her)
IN Masarap

cutie scarves =from left Jane, Mine, Michelle








From left Jane , Michelle (lime juice), Mine (Mango juice)

duno how many times alrdy, some still in her phone^^

Monday, September 21, 2009

Miley Cyrus

I am in love with her acting, voice, character.

At first when I heard about Hannah Montana, "Oh~ tat girl not interested". But after I watched her movie this morning, I start to admire her. Mayb is juz her character in the movie..oh~ I duno. She's the type of the girl I like(in the movie). I'm not sure whether she's like that in her real life. Hey thr, I am not a lesbian okay!

I love that part when her father asked her to sang for him. I'm so touched. That song was my feeling too. Then the guy in the movie was T-totally hot. The story was pretty cool and I love it very much. I like smth like country story, country feel, fresh air, fresh grass. And then you can ride on a horse to anywhere you like(waterfall??with someone)..but also not too country feel. I don like to feed birds, chickens, get their eggs..yuks

Miley, you rock the house..yeah~

Monday, August 31, 2009

The 10th Day (last day)

Saturday - Sunday - Monday - Tuesday - Wednesday - Thursday - Friday - Saturday - Sunday- MONDAY

Morning
12.00 - 1.00 : Story book
1.01 - 8.40 : Sleeping
9.00 - 9.30 : Breakfast
9.31 - 10.00 : Story book
10.01 - 10.30 : Flying down
10.31 - 11.30 : Reach to destination (Tukang Emas)
11.31 - 12.00 : Hanging around, buy lunch (chicken rice)

Afternoon
12.01 - 12.30 : Flying back
12.31 - 1.00 : Lunch
1.00 - 2.30 : story book
2.31 - 4.30 : Sleeping
4.31 - 5.30 : Computing
5.31 - 6.00 : Bath

Evening
6.01 - 7.00 : Tv (channel 301)
7.01- 7.30 : Dinner
7.31 - 8.00 : Cleaning
8.01 - : Drama, computing, story book




Since today is the last day of holiday, so I read my story till 1 in the morning. Actually, I can continue reading, but I think that is not very good to my health. My mum always reminds us: 11.00 pm 3.00am, you all must be sleeping already. You know let the body to.......


Yesterday, I played Restaurant City till 11pm. The worst thing is I din put 'em to 'est how sad....hope they are ok..haha..I am so cruel


So, how is your holiday? You can see mind. I really get enough rest and fun through this holiday. Hey this will be my second last school holiday in August (Form 4) . I dun think uni got holiday at this moment...I should ask my sis whether she's now in holiday o not.



Get ready for school and back to normal^^

Saturday, August 29, 2009

The 9th Day

Saturday - Sunday - Monday - Tuesday - Wednesday - Thursday - Friday - Saturday - SUNDAY- Monday



Morning
12.00 - 9.00 : Sleeping
9.01 - 9.30 : Packing
9. 31 - 10.00 : Breakfast
10.01 - 11.00 : Story book


Afternoon
11.00 - 12.30 : Sleeping
12.31 - 1.00 : Dreaming
1.01 - 5.00 : Computing, story book
5.01 - 5.30 : Bath
5.31 - 6.00 : Computing

Evening
6.01 - 7.00 : Preparing foods
7.01 - 8.10 : Steamboat
8.11 - 8. 30 : Clean up
8.31 - : computing, story book, Tv



Today, I sleep like a pig..NGOHH nGOhhh. I am very happy also, because I can sign in to Restaurant City already. But my restaurant was very dirty and two of my workers are dying. I remember last time I played, I did set them to rest. Do you that, my mail box had 3 messages, but I cant even answer or shot even one of them correctly..


"Row, row, row your boat gently down the stream~" We had a simple steamboat in the dinning room. Although it was only 4 of us and the other 2 were 'missing' I felt very happy and warm. Tell you what, my neighbour has addicted to burning his grass or maybe the whole garden in his backyard. The smoke always get into every inches of my house. The worst part is our dinning room behind. All of us cannot stand anymore especially my grandmother.

The 8th Day

Saturday - Sunday - Monday - Tuesday - Wednesday - Thursday - Friday - SATURDAY - Sunday - Monday

Morning
12.00 - 9.00 : Sleeping
9.01 - 9.30 : Breakfast
9.31 - 10.00 : Packing
10.01 - 11.00 : Tv (Channel 314)
11.01 - 11.59 : Story book

Aftern0on
12.00 - 1.59 : Lunch, drama, computing
2.00 - 4.00 : Sleeping
4.01 - 4.59 : Drama
5.00 - 5.29 : Washing

Evening
5.30 - 6.00 : Bath
6.00 - 8.00 : Computing, wathing movie (LOTR 1)
8.00 - 8.30 : Dinner
8.31- : Cleaning, movie, Tv, story book

Friday, August 28, 2009

The 6th Day

Saturday - Sunday - Monday - Tuesday - Wednesday - THURSDAY - Friday - Saturday - Sunday - Monday

Morning
12.00 - 9.30 : Sleeping, dreaming
9.31 - 11.59: breakfast, computing

Afternoon
12.00 - 1.00 : drama time
1.01 - 2.00 : Sleeping
2.01 - 3.40 : movie time
3.41 - 6.00 : Computing, homework

Evening
6.01 - 7.00 : drama, dinner
7.01 - 9.10 : Add Math time
9.11 - : drama, supper, snacks


I've watched some trailers and found some interesting movies as below:
-The princess and The Frog (disney)
- 生日(very thouching)
- Arthur and the revenge of maltazard (his grandpa is thr)
- Alvin and The Chipmunks the squeakquel (familiar?)
-The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus (do you like Alice in the wonderland??
- Twilight the New Moon (Eveyone know that)
- The Box (scary)
- Zombieland (funny perhaps?)
- Shutter Island (horrible)

The 7th Day

Saturday - Sunday - Monday - Tuesday - Wednesday - Thursday - FRIDAY - Saturday - Sunday - Monday


Morning

12.00 - 9.00 : Sleeping, dreaming
9.01 - 9.30 : TV (channel 315 *for my mummy)
9.31 - 10.00 : Breakfast
10.01 - 11.00 : Tv (channel 314 *one of my favourites)
11.01 - 12.00 : Story book

Afternoon

12.01 - 2.00 : Drama time, lunch
2.00 - 3.00 : sleep
3.00 - 3.30 : on the way to...
3.31 - 5.00 : Dr. Thian
5.00 - 5.30 : On the way back
5.31 - 6.00 : Computer time

Evening

6.01- 7.00 : Tv (channel 301)
7.01 - 7.30 : Dinner
7.31 - 8.30 : Computer time
8.30 - 9.00 : Bath
9.00 - : Tv, computing, story book, drama



I think today I don have enough time to watch a movie~ Oh man, today is the 7th day (Friday) of holiday; Tuesday have to back to school. Honestly, I don think I am ready yet.... Exam is coming soon. If you think deeper and deeper, SPM is just around the corner...and then what will happen? Do you dare to think about it? Or can you guess whr will you be after 2 years? And see how accurate is your guessing? Hmm..probably NS first. At first, I would like to be in the campsite of East Malaysia as I've been to Sandakan's NS campsite for 3 days. But now, nope and not ANYMORE. I want to stay in Sandakan with my friends. You know, a lot of them are IN..wOow.



As you know or you might not, I have a bit short-sightedness. Today under this dim and gloomy night, I found a (dead *maybe) bird in front of my car park. At first I thought that it was a Frog. Because it is green in colour and I was standing quite far away from it. So I began to feel curious about it as it was not moving. Then I walked toward to the frog and bend down slowly to observe it. Eventually, at the moment I knew it was a bird with green feather, I was like (you will know the answer if you know me) That was a disaster to me. My mum said that was a gorgeous bird..Ohh

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

The 5th day

Saturday - Sunday - Monday - Tuesday - WEDNESDAY - Thursday - Friday - Saturday - Sunday - Monday


Morning
12.00 - 6.30 : Sleeping
6.31 - 6. 34 : Toilet
6.35 - 8.00 : Good morning
8.00 - 9.00 : Yumm Yumm
9. 01 - 11.00 : Sleep again
11.01 -12.00 : Computer games, homework

Afternoon
12.01 - 2.00 : Lunch, TV
2.01 - 4.00 : Movie(入验师)
4.00 - 5.00 : Computer, homework
5.01 - 5.30 : Bath
Evening
5.30 - 5.59 : computer games * I won *
6.00 - 7.00 : TV
7.00 - 7.30 : Dinner
7.31 - : to be continued



After Shinning Inheritance, my next Korean drama will be 拜托小姐. This drama is very interesting about a very rich girl.......(watch it)


Finally, I've started to grab a pen and began to write a few words.But I still couldn't control my appetite...


My mum cooking for tonight is extraordinary special. The foods were very simple and yet so delicious.

~ Kakashi sensei, can you be my sensei?? ^^

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Holiday??

Yeah, happy holiday
In these few days, I always feel like eating. I cant stop eating..hmm..delicious
Don't know until when I only open my books. How many days of holiday already = the 4th day.
A lot of programmes in this holiday:
1. Movie - Sunday [ >.< ]
2. go Zi Heng's house - Monday [ ^^ ]
3. Swimming /pizza / QQ - Wednesday [ ]
4. Swimming?? - Thursday [ ] *Whr is my sis*
5. Outing - Friday [ ]


>.< = bye bye
^^ = Successful
= to be confirmed


Cannot sign in to Restaurant City, how sad. Finally I've finished my Naruto comic^^








Cool right~I love you
Just finish watching a Japanese drama - Innocent Love.
Do you know that I got this drama since last year's November?? Sometimes I feel like don't know pick what drama/ movie to watch. Eventually, I pick nothing.
But now, at this moment I am dying to watch Japanese movies. At the same time, I'm afraid that I will change my mind for the next second.
One of my characteristic:
I will really appreciate and dying to own that thing if I love it very much. But when I've already owned that thing I will probably pay less attention on that thing or just put it into a box, keep it nicely and go to find another stuff as my toy/ collection.
*In a nutshell, I change my mind very quickly for an object only*

Saturday, July 18, 2009

I beg your pardon!

I felt that I was barely lain down to sleep on my bed when i was being shaken by my mother. Then, I dressed silently, too sleepy to talk, yawning, stretching........


*All these ____ will only happen on the _______ day, but not for last Saturday*


Yeah~ I went to watch HP yesterday with TSM, Ivy, Jane, CS (not CS. Lewis) and later on meet with KM, En and Cl


Before the movie start five of us went to play bowling. That was the first time I tried bowling. My first ball hit most the bottles down and left four more..^^ You have to apply Bernoulli's principle. But a few balls of mine masuk longkang too. Hey, the fee was quite expensive for me (RM 20/h) and you have to pay extra RM 1.60 for the shoes. If you don't have a socks then you have to buy from the counter too.


Guess what, when the movie was end, I met Deepika and her gang. They were actually in the same theater with us, but still I didn't realized it. Lastly, we saw Leng and etc.





In the bowling court







Okashi ee~





She slept when the movie was playing *slap her*






Happy Ending~



For those who haven't watch the movie, I advise you to read the book first. If not you will definitely fall asleep in the half way like them and that will be a waste




I'm lovin it

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Thinking of you

"I'm thinking of you."

"Who?"

"Not you." =.=

Neorago~On..on...on..only for you

Recently, we keep discussing about this song-"It's you". I like YeSung ne~^^


That's what you get when you let your heart win, whao


Although this is not her new song, but still i love it very much. Paramore so YAY, so COOL COOL COOL

A lot to do today. My Malay teacher suddenly asked me to have my oral test on tomorrow. I haven't get ready yet, i never think of it, never. "Hey, tomorrow is my turn to take the oral test, yay, I'm so glad" (*ATTENTION plz* this words would never come out from my mouth). Aiks, gotta memorise it and find a fat guy picture as i am choosing the topic on ''obesity". Special thanks to LoTz's book. Whose darling?^^

Next, havta type out the full and complete name list for Camboree. There are about 190 names to type. "Wait for me until i finish typing the obes, n.a.m.e.s."

Last? i think so, and that is non other than the slide show competition for science and vocational week. "Don't 4gt to burn it into a CD ar..."

All the works shown above havta admit by TOMORROW. I haven't count in my homework and other jobs that havta admit later on.Hmm...duno until when i only can watch the movies in my com and Hong Kong drama without skipping or missing out any part.



P.S: I typed these on Wed nite actually

Sunday, June 14, 2009

I'm BACk ( Senior camp brief edition)

Yoz, lazy to tell you how i survive in these two weeks holiday. But i will briefly tell you the senior training camp tat I've joined from 10th-13th of June first. Do you guys still rmb the Junior Camp in March? Ya, i had promised you to upload the photos, but i think i hav to delay it again. Be patient, I WILL POST the photos from both of the camp, when i get the photos from the senior camp.

Hehe, once again i am the committee in this memorable camp and i am doing the registration too. because Captain Raymond said that i am experienced in this. This time i'm not with Philip( as he is one of the campers), but with Augus. Oh, i am so lazy to take the job. Aiks, hav to write a report dim. I mean the camp report. Nvm, i hope tat i can persuade Lisa to do it with the reason '' mayb this is your last report ''^^
I've learnt different things from this camp. Hey, my SKIN COLOUR is as black as charcoal now. Do you now what, every day i only SLEPT for 3.30 hours only and my uRINEis yellow green in colour. I am completely tired, muscles pain, lacking of water and rest. But all of these nonsenses are worthy and i will never ever regret for taking part in this camp.

This is the first time i meet the members from 5th sdk Boys eg Kenneth Chaw (let me think of Kenneth Fan, Michelle's bro), Charlene (the ghost), Nathaniel (who is willing to jog with me at 4.30am on the 13th after i jogged with CVL), Tay Pei Czee (finally i got the chance to go camping with her after primary 5), and two more gals. I suddenly 4gt their names one of them looks alike with Tay and the other had lent her pail to me on the 1oth. She rmb me as i am the one tat other ppl had failed to 抬me for twice to pass through the hole (an outdoor game like spider web). I believe tat most of you have been played b4. If still cant get it, i will show to you from the photo.

pls W.A.I.T for the complete edition

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Wherever you go

Sometimes the system goes for a blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
that you could be that well and you know
you are not wrong


Last day of the school and you are supposed to be very happy and bright. ''I agree". Am i a freak or what? The whole day seemed to be getting dull and darker. I couldn't explain why as me myself also dunno what's wrong with me. The celebration was good but not that great; my friends were so funny especially for 2day; the whole evening in school was cool; having dinner with my ibu bapa angkat was fun, but my kakak angkat said that i am not like usual that happy-go-lucky gal. " That's true, even my mum CANT feel that i am not happy" ( S.A.D )

~Hope to be in the water(swimming pool, diving in the sea)
just want to enjoy the unpolluted environment

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Faith

current music: Blue dragon from Team Medical Dragon Soundtrack

What am i reading now: Twilight book 1 again * like the question, pg118 (''What music is in your CD player right now?'')

What am i waiting for:
1. English oral test
2. My 4GB penDrive


Story for yesterday~

I stumbled out of bed at 7 am, but still with the sleepy mood. Then for the rest of the time, i kept looking at the time, waiting for it to strike at 1 pm.

When it reached 1 pm, i was dressed and my mum was driving headed to the cinema. Then my mum drived herself home and we waited for the movie to start at 1.45pm. In the cinema, we meet Audrey, Deepika all of em', but they will be sited for Star Trek.

When we were sited for Angles and Demons, tat ''piggy'' began to shout as she has been frightened by the trailer of a horror movie. Then other ppl ''SHH...'' her, oh~ so embarrassed. Right the movie A&D was quite similar with National Treasure. But A&D was about finding all the clues related to the history of the churches to save ppl and also the world. The movie ended with a happy 92.5% expected ending. That's cool.




Actually i like this statue, thus i had produced a logo with this idea before. But mine was half with skeleton face and half with human flesh.


At Night, 7 pm arrived to HMS practised for our strings. That girl's music has inspired me...sugoi ne~


Story for today~


Wow, a lots for 2day. But bcoz of the time i will make it shorter. Hmm..i missed out 3 programmes of the day bcoz for the strings performance. I have to finish my tuition early, but that was still acceptable as i only gone for half an hour.


The Progammes that i had missed:
1. Brigade's Camboree meeting
2. Alpha team
3. GB meeting
* like my life is full of GB things^^


The rehearsal was so cool. Everything was so cool. But i am freezing in the hall (fridge). I couldn't feel my fingers as i was wearing a very short pant with a V-neck shirt. My second finger's tip was hurt for a few days, bcoz i am using too much strength to do the plucking. Luckily it didn't bleed.

The electron competition started at 3pm sharp and was judged by two judges from KL and one form Sdk, my violin teacher (we were so proud of her to be chosen)

I was inspired by that girl playing Sympony No.9 op.125 4th Movement. She was so GREAT. Then the freestyle section included:

1. Omens of Love, which described the scene in the garden
2.Celastial Deer-Boy, i was impressed by em' as they performed themselves so energetically and so lively.
3. Blue Dragon, not bad also. Their performance was quite dramatic as the scene of the Japanese drama, Team Medical Dragon was playing in my head.

The competition ended with our strings performance. My heart didn't spluttered hyperactively as all of us were enjoying ourselves and the conductor did help us a lot.


- Next movie: Night at the Museum 2, Up, HP 6, New Moon....


Friday, May 15, 2009

On Top of The World

Current music: Jesse McCartney's songs



What is in my head: This is not the end YET



Coming soon: 1. Go cinema watch Angels & Demons (2molo)
in May 2. Rehearsal for Chamber Strings (2molo)
3. Performance for '' (the day after 2molo)
4. Next GB meeting (coming Thursday)
5. Decorate our class (coming Thursday)
6. Cleaning up the school library (coming Thursday)
7. Cleaning up the school library again (next next Thursday)
8. Meeting for Senior Camp (unknown)
9. Next Camboree meeting (unknown)



I'm felling quite moody when the day started and a student's life you know, almost everything is related to school. So, is that mean l am happy in school? Ya, kind of. After the exam, most of the teachers aren't teaching and absent too. So, we're just spending our time talking and doing nonsense, waste of time only. Besides, l also don't feel like studying, mayb 50/50 like that. But if l start to study, other ppl might think that l am a weirdo. Because l seldom do revision in front of them.

Back to the point. I am happy because of the strings practise yesterday. I enjoyed playing in the chamber strings just like you're being in an orchestra. Until now, those pieces are still playing cheerfully in my head. I am flying in the blue blue sky, following the flow of the music and being excited for the next journey.

Actually l was born ed in a complicated family. I mean the pass of my family was very complicated and was so puzzled. Especially my grandma, she has some relationship problems with some of my relatives. Recently, l can feel that she's feeling so alone all these days. If she's not happy, then it will actually brings disaster to the whole family. Now, my grandma is falling sick and so disappointed after she heard of those fresh whole new unexpected bad news about........Oh, i just advise them to be more mature in my heart and don't poison the life of the person who care about you. I feel very blank when l look into her eyes.

I hope that my own family members will bring laughter to her again as all of you are coming back this holiday.


- reading Naruto 'On top of the world'

Friday, April 17, 2009

lala


What do you feel about this picture?
Lonely, but full of hope and energy to stand up?


recently used word: Yo, man

current music: Alvin and the chipmunks- jingle bells

Interested in: Marine biology, Taylor College and psychology in Help College

Yo, man. 'Alvin and the chipmunks' reminds me of watching the animated version with my sis when i was still in kinder garden. But now don't mention about it anymore, i am feeling distraught. I miss you more than you miss me jie. All these times, i only pretending that i don't very care about you . Because, don't wish to let you to see to weak side of me. I am always the strong one in handling insects in front of you especially 小强 ^0^ and the one that can make you burst into laughter all the time because of my idiocies. When are you going to come back? I have already fed up at looking at your recently updated pictures. All i want is the real YOU. I need you all, bro, sis, fa to bring the place where we called HOME and FAMILY back. Honestly, since you been gone, i don't really have that kind of family feeling inside my soul anymore. Sometimes, i feel that everything is quite unreal. Like all of you are just pretending there. Do you ever have this kind of feeling before? Never mind, I won't fail myself. Just want to let you know how i feel about 'em.^^


Ya, right. jingle bells reminds me of that person=jingebell. It was a nightmare of me in form 2 second semester. All my classmates knew about it. Oh man, we are such a foolish person. So childish, never think before we do. ' That scene' is still playing clearly in my head.







HEROES volume 4, episode 10

Just finish watching episode 10 about the place Cayote Sands. What a mysterious name is it? Now i know Angela had that kind of childhood before, how sad. Actually everything is started from her nightmare. If they didn't leave that place and her sister, Alice the weather controller won't be so scare to cause the disaster. Poor childhood. But still they haven't completely tell us the beginning of the story. Who was the first person to have an ability? Who discovered them? How they knew there were a few of them? What kind of injections that they injected into their bodies? Who started the experiment? Tell me more about Dr. Suresh's father. Wow, now Sylar
is the shape maker. He can be anybody he wants to be. Then, other people will be very dangerous. Can't wait for the next episode.


~Love Claire

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

One week holiday~

One week holiday enough for me to do

A. my study
B. my school works
C. my homework
D. finised all the movie that i had downlaoded b4
E. Sleep
F. Sports
G. Story books
H. EAT
I. Watch drama
J. ( blank)
K. Camping

A / C / B

WRONG! Oh no~ i tell you what. Someone out thr steal my study mood. What can you help? Oh, a lots. But the most important thing is help me call the detective (Conan), inspectors all that see if they can find someone wearing the invisible cloth which he/she steals from Harry Potter
and a lot of my study mood hiding inside the cloth.

D

hrm...okay. But that's impossible for me to finish all. It is too many in the cargo dear

E

Sry, for sure i will go to sleep for a few hours a day. But not the whole holiday^^Plz study the question carefully

F

I'll zip my mouth for tis part. Bcoz i never go to sport since all of them left me behind after the Chinese New Year . Oh ya..except in the Junior Camp a few days ago* I love it( the story will be published soon, It is too long babe)

G

Ya..read story books everynight before i go to sleep. That's fasinating! But now everytime i read a story book then i will think of my study. I have the time to read story books why dont i go and study for my school?

H

NOPE, i dont eat much. I'm that kind of person that know hw to control my own appetite.

I

ei? Almost same as 'D', skip this one

J

*BLANK* Plz fill i the blank with the most suitable words. [100 m]

K

Perfect choice! CAMPING is what i want now....hurray


10.21 pm still thinking about the Junior Camp and hope to have outdoor activities with my friends

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Tiring morning+_+

Wow, good news. The meeting for Hari Belia is postponed again and this time will be on 21st March. JoBS for the school magazines can pass up on next Friday because of the kind and lovable teacher, Grace. Thank you, really deep inside from my heart.


Since, today doN have the meeting so i still hav to go back to school to give the theory and practical test for those adorable new librarian =) oh~ this was the first time that i hav to repeat, repeat and repeat a few questions to about 30 person non-stop. The good news is i hav finished drinking water and my mum wonT scold me; the bad news is i could't finish my homework. BUt that was a good experience for me and i enjoyed playing around with the kids, Gan, Vandell, etc!


2molo, 8-10am = tuition
11- 12pm = drama
12- 1.30pm = Junior camp meeting
2- 4.45pm = GB meeting
Tomorrow will be another '' fun'' day, stay tuned!




- 9.21 pm, filling the form for education award.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

now

I want to study for my test but i haven't finish my homework

List of works:
1. Bio peka
2. Add math
3. Math
4. History
5. Malay

Ah~ all these have to pass up by 2molo. Add math is driving me crazy. Sis, come back and teach me. Then i'll have my chemistry test on Friday. How am i goin to study? I have sitted for my biology and moral test this week and i have to pass up the school magazine works on this Friday. Not finish yet, i have work to do with the school library because they are less of people although i am not the member of the school library. I won't get extra marks for these. How about Girls' Brigade? Every Sunday got meeting( 11am- 4.45pm) . Now we are preparing for the Junior Camp on this coming March and we have to practice drama for Easter Celebration on this April. Actually i love drama, but there are too many things to do. I'm not a robot, i'm just an ordinary person. This coming Sturday, i have to go for Hari Belia Meeting 8am - 1pm. One more thing, violin lessons. But i love violin and this will be an entertainment for me. My teacher knows me very well too and that will brighten my days.

How am i goin to get through this?

I understand everyone have to go through this. Is just i'm not used to it. Now i know, form 4 and above cannot compare to form 3 and below. I am waiting for myself to finish all these things one by one; step by step. I'll wait for that moment and i hope that i have the opportunity to watch the movies and dramas that i have downloaded. Without the movies, i am about to out of control.

Monday, February 16, 2009

My target (17/02/09)

Target for later ( tonight)
1. Finish my math
2. Study my chinese for tomorrow test
3. Finish my malay homework
4. Study my Biology for the test on next week
5. *If can study my chemistry for the test on next week too

Target for tomorrow in school
1. Score an A in my chinese test
2. Finish my EST script
3. Finish the drama strory line for Easter Celebration on April and give it to Mandy
4. Finish sticking the photos of the student for the school magazine next year ( at least one class )
5. Remember to inform class 4A about the photos and collect photos from 4F
6. Pay full attention in class ( don't be sleepy )

Target for next week * draft
1. Score an A in my Biology test for chapter 3
2. Score an A in my Chemistry test for chapter 2 and 3


- 4.05pm after taking my bath

Friday, January 9, 2009

归

我回来了, 从懒散的我, 从幼稚的我, 从梦中的我已睡醒了. 岁月是最公平的. 它从来没说过一句荒言. 也因此而不曾回看过去. 有时侯我们埋怨它跑地太快, 走地很慢, 世界上没有任何东西比它更自私了. 难到岁月真的不明白我们的心态吗? 不, 它比我们任何一个人更清楚和了解我们.它的宽量, 大方和处处以''人人为我, 我为人人'' 的心态来配做我们的时间, 当我们遇到困难时它不会走地特别快, 因为它知晓''不经一事, 不长一智'', 有付出才有获益; 当我们在亨收天伦之乐的同是它不走地特别慢, 因为它知晓''业精于勤, 慌于嬉''. 但是, 为何人人还在埋怨它呢?