T_T I am a _ _ _ _ _

-I Woke up in the morning I felt tat my lips were so thick like two hotdogs. Then I touched them. Nothing wrong!! Weird...

-When I looked into the mirror I couldn't recognize myself (''wats wrong with me?'' I asked myself)...

-My hands were as fat as the pigs' and the blood was burning under my skin (can you imagine hw I look like?) *the first thing I thought was how am I goinf to play the violin*

-My face like kena oedema (my double eye-lid of my right eye became single eye-lid)

-I couldn't stop crying in front of my mum (''will I look like tis forever?'' I thought)

-I dint go to school, I am afraid tat ppl will laugh at me and I will cry again

Today was the first time I cried in front of my mum in this year. When I thought that I will look like this forever, my tears squeezed out again. Luckily, I dint cry in front of my father. I was still showing my stronger side. Pheww..he said that it's bcoz of the :

I was standing too long under the sun these few days and I dint drink enough water...

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A few days ago I found her blog!!

Keiko's blog (北川景子)

http://star-studio.jp/kitagawa-keiko/

Plz feel free to visit her blog and ofcoz you hav to translate it from Japanese to English first =D

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~in love with Yui-Gloria~

Rainbow daY

Today, I live in the rainbow..I am so glad

Its all so sudden

I cant believe it, I really cant believe it. I am not ready yet. I am not prepared yet. I still cant accept the truth. Its so sudden. I dont want to leave. I wish I could stay longer. I dont want to say goodbye. I hate to say goodbye. I dont want to put you a side. I want to continue. I havent finish yet. I feel like I am betraying you. I dont want to try the new environment. Now is good enough for me. When I am here, I dont know how to appreciate you; when I know how to appreciate you, I am not there anymore.

the day before school reopen for year 2010

The night sky is wrapped in clouds, even the moon seems covered with cotton. The moon is nowhere to be seen. Do you know why?

Because I am tired and lethargic, so my moon fall asleep too. I will be covered by my blanket soon..

In the morning we went for badminton for 3hours again and thn lunch at 1/2 mile market with Ajunan, Jeremie, Leng, cvs, Zheng, Michelle, Nana and Janny. But Janny went back earlier and cant hav lunch with us. This time we ate chicken rice only as our favourite store is closed. After that, I straightly went to GB meeting. We had captain ball with the boys and our team got the second place. Don't think that I am so professional..wah..2nd place, not bad. Actually, I am helpless in my team as I am too drowsy at the moment. If not, I will play like a leopard.


I like to make myself feel so tired for the whole day, so that I won't hav a sleepless night. I hope that today will be the end of my sleepless night.

~bring it on, school days~