The one I care

Today is the last day of September. As you all know, but many of us don't want to accept time travels faster than a rocket. Human will grow stronger, taller, mature, bigger and lastly weaker, shorter, childlike. This is what we called 'Old'. Usually, traditionally, most of the women in the world are afraid of their age. They feel shamful to admit that they are getting older. But i don't really understand how they really feel. All we can understand at our age is through their innocence expression and words that come out from their mouth which give us a feeling of guilt. I can sense that their are feeling guilty for being old. Why?

* They don't want other ppl to help them because they pity them
* They still want to do things by their own, even though they can't
* They feel like they increase their family burdens
* They realize that they are weak and always needed help
* They can bite hard things anymore and hav to rely on their fake teeth
* When they can't chew well, they will think that you don't treat them well as you always cook the foods untill very soft but most of them are not tasty.
* They still believe that they are young
* They like to ask you to buy smth they love(food), but later on they don't eat it
* etc...

This is not the end yet. I observed all these things from my granny. She's acting like a child now. I am scared. She keeps complaining about her ability for doing some easy stuff. She becomes more and more pessimistic. I truly realized that this is what we called old. Just now, she borrowed a scissor from me. My mum asked her whether she is going to use that scissor to cut the chicken. She don't admit it. How can you use an ordinary paper cutting scissor which is covered with bacteria to cut the meat(food)? What is in her mind? What she's thinking about?My mum kept on explain to her and was about help her to cut the meat using a proper scissor, but with her stubborn character, she stopped her to do so. At last both of them argued with each other again. I know she's heartbroken. She thought that what was wrong for using that scissor to cut the meat after she clean it. She totally forgt about those simple knowledge. I am sorry for her.

Him

Oh~ gosh..I love him man. I am totally in love with him. can you see his eyes? His eyes are so gorgeous. I can't keep my eyes off from him. I keep thinking about him and picturing his face since Catch That Kid. He drugged me...


~bad girl~

Tears

I felt very sad as i can't do a very simple equation. This question is driving me crazy. I am anxious for the coming exam. Can I finish up all the topics? Grandma keeps swinging recently. She's changed. She never laugh in these few days. We seldom talk to each other. What's wrong with her? I don't understand her anymore. Please bring me back my grandma. I love her.

~bad girl~

Out of tune

My violin is out of tune...especially the A string, so sad. Hav to wait until Friday and ask my teacher to fix it as i don hav a tuner...


~ Bad girl ~

sHOPPING~

WHO?

Me, Jane, Michelle and also her mummy

Whr??

For Sandakan, mile 4 Indah only

I saw some nice high heel shoes in Maylana, but i am sure that if i bought tos shoes home, my mum is goin to kill me. But i will get smth from thr next time, which WaterShine lipstick. I like the brand since i was young^^I think Jane will buy her dress thr.

Then, i saw IT. I saw a white dress and it was quite cheap man. You know, i have imagined some nice dresses in my head before and which type or colour suite me the best. Wow..i saw it, tat was real, smth lookes like the dresses in my head. I really want to bring it home. Unfortunaly, i din bring it home taday, i am afraid of my mum, i think i should get permission from her. At least i should show the dress to her.

I did told her about the dress and the price was very nice so delicious. But she said "You already have one"! T_T, the style is not the same, do you want me to wear the same style everytime? I'll try my best to prsuade her^^ am I a bad girl?

wHAT ELSE?

yeah~ Jane o si and Michelle o liu tat shop. We saw a high heel shoes too, that thing was really cool, but the price very spicy. So, we gave up^^

Here are some photos to share(if you go out with Jane sure you can take some photos with her hp, i prefer camera, but my sis took it with her)

IN Masarap

cutie scarves =from left Jane, Mine, Michelle

From left Jane , Michelle (lime juice), Mine (Mango juice)

duno how many times alrdy, some still in her phone^^

Miley Cyrus

I am in love with her acting, voice, character.

At first when I heard about Hannah Montana, "Oh~ tat girl not interested". But after I watched her movie this morning, I start to admire her. Mayb is juz her character in the movie..oh~ I duno. She's the type of the girl I like(in the movie). I'm not sure whether she's like that in her real life. Hey thr, I am not a lesbian okay!

I love that part when her father asked her to sang for him. I'm so touched. That song was my feeling too. Then the guy in the movie was T-totally hot. The story was pretty cool and I love it very much. I like smth like country story, country feel, fresh air, fresh grass. And then you can ride on a horse to anywhere you like(waterfall??with someone)..but also not too country feel. I don like to feed birds, chickens, get their eggs..yuks

Miley, you rock the house..yeah~