The one I care

Today is the last day of September. As you all know, but many of us don't want to accept time travels faster than a rocket. Human will grow stronger, taller, mature, bigger and lastly weaker, shorter, childlike. This is what we called 'Old'. Usually, traditionally, most of the women in the world are afraid of their age. They feel shamful to admit that they are getting older. But i don't really understand how they really feel. All we can understand at our age is through their innocence expression and words that come out from their mouth which give us a feeling of guilt. I can sense that their are feeling guilty for being old. Why?

* They don't want other ppl to help them because they pity them
* They still want to do things by their own, even though they can't
* They feel like they increase their family burdens
* They realize that they are weak and always needed help
* They can bite hard things anymore and hav to rely on their fake teeth
* When they can't chew well, they will think that you don't treat them well as you always cook the foods untill very soft but most of them are not tasty.
* They still believe that they are young
* They like to ask you to buy smth they love(food), but later on they don't eat it
* etc...

This is not the end yet. I observed all these things from my granny. She's acting like a child now. I am scared. She keeps complaining about her ability for doing some easy stuff. She becomes more and more pessimistic. I truly realized that this is what we called old. Just now, she borrowed a scissor from me. My mum asked her whether she is going to use that scissor to cut the chicken. She don't admit it. How can you use an ordinary paper cutting scissor which is covered with bacteria to cut the meat(food)? What is in her mind? What she's thinking about?My mum kept on explain to her and was about help her to cut the meat using a proper scissor, but with her stubborn character, she stopped her to do so. At last both of them argued with each other again. I know she's heartbroken. She thought that what was wrong for using that scissor to cut the meat after she clean it. She totally forgt about those simple knowledge. I am sorry for her.