Wherever you go

Sometimes the system goes for a blink

And the whole thing turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know

that you could be that well and you know

you are not wrong

Last day of the school and you are supposed to be very happy and bright. ''I agree". Am i a freak or what? The whole day seemed to be getting dull and darker. I couldn't explain why as me myself also dunno what's wrong with me. The celebration was good but not that great; my friends were so funny especially for 2day; the whole evening in school was cool; having dinner with my ibu bapa angkat was fun, but my kakak angkat said that i am not like usual that happy-go-lucky gal. " That's true, even my mum CANT feel that i am not happy" ( S.A.D )

~Hope to be in the water(swimming pool, diving in the sea)

just want to enjoy the unpolluted environment

Faith

current music: Blue dragon from Team Medical Dragon Soundtrack

What am i reading now: Twilight book 1 again * like the question, pg118 (''What music is in your CD player right now?'')

What am i waiting for:

1. English oral test

2. My 4GB penDrive

Story for yesterday~

I stumbled out of bed at 7 am, but still with the sleepy mood. Then for the rest of the time, i kept looking at the time, waiting for it to strike at 1 pm.

When it reached 1 pm, i was dressed and my mum was driving headed to the cinema. Then my mum drived herself home and we waited for the movie to start at 1.45pm. In the cinema, we meet Audrey, Deepika all of em', but they will be sited for Star Trek.

When we were sited for Angles and Demons, tat ''piggy'' began to shout as she has been frightened by the trailer of a horror movie. Then other ppl ''SHH...'' her, oh~ so embarrassed. Right the movie A&D was quite similar with National Treasure. But A&D was about finding all the clues related to the history of the churches to save ppl and also the world. The movie ended with a happy 92.5% expected ending. That's cool.

Actually i like this statue, thus i had produced a logo with this idea before. But mine was half with skeleton face and half with human flesh.

At Night, 7 pm arrived to HMS practised for our strings. That girl's music has inspired me...sugoi ne~

Story for today~

Wow, a lots for 2day. But bcoz of the time i will make it shorter. Hmm..i missed out 3 programmes of the day bcoz for the strings performance. I have to finish my tuition early, but that was still acceptable as i only gone for half an hour.

The Progammes that i had missed:

1. Brigade's Camboree meeting

2. Alpha team

3. GB meeting

* like my life is full of GB things^^

The rehearsal was so cool. Everything was so cool. But i am freezing in the hall (fridge). I couldn't feel my fingers as i was wearing a very short pant with a V-neck shirt. My second finger's tip was hurt for a few days, bcoz i am using too much strength to do the plucking. Luckily it didn't bleed.

The electron competition started at 3pm sharp and was judged by two judges from KL and one form Sdk, my violin teacher (we were so proud of her to be chosen)

I was inspired by that girl playing Sympony No.9 op.125 4th Movement. She was so GREAT. Then the freestyle section included:

1. Omens of Love, which described the scene in the garden

2.Celastial Deer-Boy, i was impressed by em' as they performed themselves so energetically and so lively.

3. Blue Dragon, not bad also. Their performance was quite dramatic as the scene of the Japanese drama, Team Medical Dragon was playing in my head.

The competition ended with our strings performance. My heart didn't spluttered hyperactively as all of us were enjoying ourselves and the conductor did help us a lot.

- Next movie: Night at the Museum 2, Up, HP 6, New Moon....

On Top of The World

Current music: Jesse McCartney's songs



What is in my head: This is not the end YET



Coming soon: 1. Go cinema watch Angels & Demons (2molo)
in May 2. Rehearsal for Chamber Strings (2molo)
3. Performance for '' (the day after 2molo)
4. Next GB meeting (coming Thursday)
5. Decorate our class (coming Thursday)
6. Cleaning up the school library (coming Thursday)
7. Cleaning up the school library again (next next Thursday)
8. Meeting for Senior Camp (unknown)
9. Next Camboree meeting (unknown)



I'm felling quite moody when the day started and a student's life you know, almost everything is related to school. So, is that mean l am happy in school? Ya, kind of. After the exam, most of the teachers aren't teaching and absent too. So, we're just spending our time talking and doing nonsense, waste of time only. Besides, l also don't feel like studying, mayb 50/50 like that. But if l start to study, other ppl might think that l am a weirdo. Because l seldom do revision in front of them.

Back to the point. I am happy because of the strings practise yesterday. I enjoyed playing in the chamber strings just like you're being in an orchestra. Until now, those pieces are still playing cheerfully in my head. I am flying in the blue blue sky, following the flow of the music and being excited for the next journey.

Actually l was born ed in a complicated family. I mean the pass of my family was very complicated and was so puzzled. Especially my grandma, she has some relationship problems with some of my relatives. Recently, l can feel that she's feeling so alone all these days. If she's not happy, then it will actually brings disaster to the whole family. Now, my grandma is falling sick and so disappointed after she heard of those fresh whole new unexpected bad news about........Oh, i just advise them to be more mature in my heart and don't poison the life of the person who care about you. I feel very blank when l look into her eyes.

I hope that my own family members will bring laughter to her again as all of you are coming back this holiday.


- reading Naruto 'On top of the world'